hey....

Erm....
i hav start back write my diary at book~
sumtime im thinking i cant write it at blog
some secret i better keep it~


And i will open back my 163 blog!!!
i hav no idea why i suddenly hav tis opinion~


but dun worry coz i will update here also!!!
maybe the content will hav big big diff~


but i still who i am~


im being stress and moody for a long time~
every day i cant sleep well abit insomnia~
i cant even smile once a day!!!
(yesterday i hav being cry few hour non-stop)
the next day my eye swell like wat~


bad news from me~
i get slight melancholy!!!


my mind cant stop thinking bad things at all!
i dunno wat had happen but is not good for me~


i hav to recover at stop everythings bad thought!!!!


IS really a mission impossible for me!!!
every day i on my phone and i wan sms frenz and chat
but my mind jus in stunned status~
Coz i dunno who i wan to find and talk!!!


Every moment i will hav a deep deep breathe to remind i still subsist in tis world~


i force myself to smile once a day~
but feel like i cant do it~


teach me how to be happy if u guys know it~